At this point, I obtained my own invest the woods and met a person who'n existed with Babaji. He conducted a Vedic fire ceremony that Babaji had taught him to start my new abode. I asked and grilled him over repeatedly, asking if that new Babaji was exactly the same entity Yogananda wrote about. Yes, one and the exact same but peoples egos however question His true identity.
Babaji's new Kriya yoga was the trail of reality, simplicity and enjoy while performing karma yoga- perform - and keeping one's mind on God, through repetition of the old mantra Om Namaha Shivaya. Babaji said this mantra alone was more powerful than a thousand atomic bombs and His 1-800 number. I started at this time severely doing japa, or the duplication of the mantra on 108 rudraksha beans, to obtain this shake into my sub consciousness.
I also learned many ways to chant it on my dotara. With this going on, I bought "A Course in Miracles" and began the everyday instructions a course in miracles. I tried to create sense of the Text but got nowhere; each sentence bogged me down and needed to be re-read over a lot of occasions to assimilate. I was just also small, I told myself. I was thirty-three. I'n package with this Text later, sometime, maybe.
Then after a year to be married, our house burns down- a genuine karmic fire ceremony. In the ashes, unmarked by the fire, was a picture of Babaji and His cymbals from Haidakhan. Talk about Miracles! Next, was the sudden information that people have a child coming, following losing everything? My union started initially to melt quickly following I fell thirty feet down a ceiling, breaking my human anatomy in a dozen places.
Surviving demise, I was set back to university for couple of years to be retrained, while my ex-wife and daughter left for the Southwest. That is when every one of my abandonment problems generated intense consuming alone. After graduation, I left for India to see Babaji's ashram, as He had previously left His physical human anatomy again, and to pray for assistance with my life in probably the most religious place on earth.
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